I'm still breathing

I'm Still Breathing - Katy Perry

I leave the gas on, walk the alleys in the dark
sleep with candles burning, I leave the door unlocked
I'm weaving a rope and, running all the red lights
did I get your attention cause I'm sending all the signs (that)
the clock is ticking, and I'll be giving my two weeks
your favorite shade of black, you best prepare a speech
say something funny, say something sweet
but don't say that you leave me

Cause I'm still breathing
And we've been dead for a while
this sickness has no cure
we're going down for sure
already lost a grip
best abandoned ship

Maybe I was too pale, maybe I was to fat
maybe you had better, better luck in the sack
no formal education and I swore way to much
but I swear you didn't fucking care cause we were in love
so as I write this letter and shed my last tear
its all for the better than we had this year
lets close this chapter, say one last prayer
but don't say that you leave me

Cause I'm still breathing
And we've been dead for a while
this sickness has no cure
we're going down for sure
we've been diagnosed, so lets give up the ghost
Cause I'm still breathing
And we've been dead for a while
this sickness has no cure
we're going down for sure
already lost a grip
best abandoned ship

...oh I'm still breathing...
...I'm still breathing... 

Our very latest pic; at living room; 7am

Noorman stayed overnight at home last night and we had a wonderful time together. We slept at 2am and woke up at 6am and geez... I'm dizzy now.

Noorman's flight will be at this afternoon; 1 o'clock to Kota Kinabalu and I don't wanna see him there to say goodbye so we just text all the time. Don't know when will we see again... omg, I hate this now!

::Love you with all my heart ::

.

I'm still breathing

I'm Still Breathing - Katy Perry

I leave the gas on, walk the alleys in the dark
sleep with candles burning, I leave the door unlocked
I'm weaving a rope and, running all the red lights
did I get your attention cause I'm sending all the signs (that)
the clock is ticking, and I'll be giving my two weeks
your favorite shade of black, you best prepare a speech
say something funny, say something sweet
but don't say that you leave me

Cause I'm still breathing
And we've been dead for a while
this sickness has no cure
we're going down for sure
already lost a grip
best abandoned ship

Maybe I was too pale, maybe I was to fat
maybe you had better, better luck in the sack
no formal education and I swore way to much
but I swear you didn't fucking care cause we were in love
so as I write this letter and shed my last tear
its all for the better than we had this year
lets close this chapter, say one last prayer
but don't say that you leave me

Cause I'm still breathing
And we've been dead for a while
this sickness has no cure
we're going down for sure
we've been diagnosed, so lets give up the ghost
Cause I'm still breathing
And we've been dead for a while
this sickness has no cure
we're going down for sure
already lost a grip
best abandoned ship

...oh I'm still breathing...
...I'm still breathing... 

Our very latest pic; at living room; 7am

Noorman stayed overnight at home last night and we had a wonderful time together. We slept at 2am and woke up at 6am and geez... I'm dizzy now.

Noorman's flight will be at this afternoon; 1 o'clock to Kota Kinabalu and I don't wanna see him there to say goodbye so we just text all the time. Don't know when will we see again... omg, I hate this now!

::Love you with all my heart ::

.

Noorman is HOME!

Aww..I'm so happy! I just called him just now and now he's entering the Malaysian border (he's in ferry now). Alhamdulillah, he's safe... I miss him so bad and I know, lola is so excited to meet him too. Yahooo!!

By the way, this is my latest drawing I just made it just now before I got the news that Noorman is HERE! Mmuahxxx

Uploaded in my Deviantart too; The Mermaid

Noorman is HOME!

Aww..I'm so happy! I just called him just now and now he's entering the Malaysian border (he's in ferry now). Alhamdulillah, he's safe... I miss him so bad and I know, lola is so excited to meet him too. Yahooo!!

By the way, this is my latest drawing I just made it just now before I got the news that Noorman is HERE! Mmuahxxx

Uploaded in my Deviantart too; The Mermaid

Day 19 - I'm so excited!

InsyAllah Noorman will be arrive back tomorrow. Although I cannot fetch him and his family in the harbour (because I'm working and we have a visit for our head office), I'm so-oo excited! But I will fix my time to meet them. My lola is also excited to meet him too. I don't know why but I think she likes Noorman too. Lovely...

Here's I upload some other of my Lola pictures during her arrival last 4th April.

Lola, me and Iza; Kundasang, Ranau

Lola (my dad's mom) and Nenek (my mom's mom)... What a wonderful!

Lola and Lolo Piping (lola's younger brother)

Fizul and Lola; Home

What is the cutest thing I found on my lola, WE ARE TOTALLY SAME! LOL... the way we talk and the way we think are all totally same! Its cute and funny... We taaaalk a looooootttt everyday! hahah...

 Aren't we cute together! (geez, what a pale on my face; I was damn exhausted by the 500km x 2 traveling!)

Day 19 - I'm so excited!

InsyAllah Noorman will be arrive back tomorrow. Although I cannot fetch him and his family in the harbour (because I'm working and we have a visit for our head office), I'm so-oo excited! But I will fix my time to meet them. My lola is also excited to meet him too. I don't know why but I think she likes Noorman too. Lovely...

Here's I upload some other of my Lola pictures during her arrival last 4th April.

Lola, me and Iza; Kundasang, Ranau

Lola (my dad's mom) and Nenek (my mom's mom)... What a wonderful!

Lola and Lolo Piping (lola's younger brother)

Fizul and Lola; Home

What is the cutest thing I found on my lola, WE ARE TOTALLY SAME! LOL... the way we talk and the way we think are all totally same! Its cute and funny... We taaaalk a looooootttt everyday! hahah...

 Aren't we cute together! (geez, what a pale on my face; I was damn exhausted by the 500km x 2 traveling!)

Day 17 - HAPPY 78th BIRTHDAY LOLA

Omg, I'm sorry for not writting anything for the past few days! I was soooo busy, tired, excited and omg...
Today is my lola's 78th Birthday and we're goin to have a big celebration at home later!

We're having a great moments with my Lola since she arrived safely on 4th April at Kota Kinabalu International Airport. A lot of stories to share!

I got a lot of old pictures to share here. A picture when I was a baby, my sisters old pictures and so many funny things..But I will upload them soon. These are some of our pictures with Lola, during her arrival and on our way back to Sandakan.

Today is the 17th day without Noorman. Hm...I know its over 15 days as I counted, but he will be back on 13th April... Can't wait to see him! Aww..

Aww..that's my Lola, at the back is Aunt Ola and Datul is with the black hijjab. We'r in the airport and spent about half an hour chatting! LOL

That's us with Lola Carmen; my dad's aunt and luggages from Philippines!

That's me with exhausted face, my lola and lola Carmen. On our way back to hotel, in our van.

That's my dad, lola and Datul in our hotel room. It's the time when we want to send Datul back to her hostel in Kota Kinabalu. She's with her school uniform. 2 hours later, we all drove back to Sandakan; 500km.

Aww..that's lola, webcam chat with aunt Grace in Hawaii. Still in our hotel.

That's me and lola, at Kota Kinabalu harbour. Watching the blue sea view in a hot midday of Borneo before we continue our 500km driving.

I like this pic the most! Lola at veggie stall. We dropped by at Kundasang and bought some veggies.

Actually I got a lot pics to upload but geez, I don't know what's wrong with my internet connection now..I'll upload the rest next time.. See ya!

Day 17 - HAPPY 78th BIRTHDAY LOLA

Omg, I'm sorry for not writting anything for the past few days! I was soooo busy, tired, excited and omg...
Today is my lola's 78th Birthday and we're goin to have a big celebration at home later!

We're having a great moments with my Lola since she arrived safely on 4th April at Kota Kinabalu International Airport. A lot of stories to share!

I got a lot of old pictures to share here. A picture when I was a baby, my sisters old pictures and so many funny things..But I will upload them soon. These are some of our pictures with Lola, during her arrival and on our way back to Sandakan.

Today is the 17th day without Noorman. Hm...I know its over 15 days as I counted, but he will be back on 13th April... Can't wait to see him! Aww..

Aww..that's my Lola, at the back is Aunt Ola and Datul is with the black hijjab. We'r in the airport and spent about half an hour chatting! LOL

That's us with Lola Carmen; my dad's aunt and luggages from Philippines!

That's me with exhausted face, my lola and lola Carmen. On our way back to hotel, in our van.

That's my dad, lola and Datul in our hotel room. It's the time when we want to send Datul back to her hostel in Kota Kinabalu. She's with her school uniform. 2 hours later, we all drove back to Sandakan; 500km.

Aww..that's lola, webcam chat with aunt Grace in Hawaii. Still in our hotel.

That's me and lola, at Kota Kinabalu harbour. Watching the blue sea view in a hot midday of Borneo before we continue our 500km driving.

I like this pic the most! Lola at veggie stall. We dropped by at Kundasang and bought some veggies.

Actually I got a lot pics to upload but geez, I don't know what's wrong with my internet connection now..I'll upload the rest next time.. See ya!

Day 10 & 11 - I'm in a holiday mood~

 Photos; nayein

It's a Good Friday yesterday and we got off day at work. Today, I'm back to work in a half day Saturday. It's a great time yesterday, hang out with family, playing games, watching movies, playing guitar, eat none stop and missing Noorman! It's the 10th day today...

I called him last night and he said that he will be arrive home to Malaysia on the 13th April... Sharp for 15 days! Good God!

By the way, I will be not around about two / three days since I'm having a trip to Kota Kinabalu (again) to pick my Lola (grandma on my dad's side) in the airport. She fly from Clerk Airport, Manila Philippines and we havent met for 20 years! Aww..I know it's gonna be a touching moments for us..

I can't wait for the trip again!! 6 hours driving and picnic and enjoying the Mt. Kinabalu view!

Click here to read about my previous trip to Kinabalu!

Day 10 & 11 - I'm in a holiday mood~

 Photos; nayein

It's a Good Friday yesterday and we got off day at work. Today, I'm back to work in a half day Saturday. It's a great time yesterday, hang out with family, playing games, watching movies, playing guitar, eat none stop and missing Noorman! It's the 10th day today...

I called him last night and he said that he will be arrive home to Malaysia on the 13th April... Sharp for 15 days! Good God!

By the way, I will be not around about two / three days since I'm having a trip to Kota Kinabalu (again) to pick my Lola (grandma on my dad's side) in the airport. She fly from Clerk Airport, Manila Philippines and we havent met for 20 years! Aww..I know it's gonna be a touching moments for us..

I can't wait for the trip again!! 6 hours driving and picnic and enjoying the Mt. Kinabalu view!

Click here to read about my previous trip to Kinabalu!

Day 9 - Dreamy in a rainy morning

 Forest in a Rainy Morning ~ fibby-wonderland

Thank you to all your lovely wishes for my blog birthday. I love you guys all.

Ok, today is the 9th day without Noorman and yes, as usual it is boring. I didn't call him last night because I didn't reload my cellphone credit. He will be fine there.

I've spent my night playing with Adobe Photoshop as I downloaded a lot of Adobe cool brushes. I want to get prepared for my Adobe class (since I'm an Adobe TUTOR!) and in a same time I want to add more designs in my gallery collection. I will add them here/Deviantart later.

Its a heavy rain in this morning so of course I got a chillin' morning breeze! But I like it the most...

Day 9 - Dreamy in a rainy morning

 Forest in a Rainy Morning ~ fibby-wonderland

Thank you to all your lovely wishes for my blog birthday. I love you guys all.

Ok, today is the 9th day without Noorman and yes, as usual it is boring. I didn't call him last night because I didn't reload my cellphone credit. He will be fine there.

I've spent my night playing with Adobe Photoshop as I downloaded a lot of Adobe cool brushes. I want to get prepared for my Adobe class (since I'm an Adobe TUTOR!) and in a same time I want to add more designs in my gallery collection. I will add them here/Deviantart later.

Its a heavy rain in this morning so of course I got a chillin' morning breeze! But I like it the most...