Friday, July 31, 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Things you should know about me
- I hate discrimination
- I'm a dreamer
- I love playing guitar
- I can write a song
- I love writing novels
- I love singing
- My family on my dad's side is Christian while my family on my mom's side is Muslim and my Noorman's father side is Hindu (that is why I hate discrimination)
- I'm a mix blooded of Philippines and Indonesian while I'm a Malaysian citizen
- I got asthma but I love cat very much
- I love drawing and photo editing using Adobe Photoshop
- I love Vintage and Jazz music
...and I'm a creative minded...
Things you should know about me
- I hate discrimination
- I'm a dreamer
- I love playing guitar
- I can write a song
- I love writing novels
- I love singing
- My family on my dad's side is Christian while my family on my mom's side is Muslim and my Noorman's father side is Hindu (that is why I hate discrimination)
- I'm a mix blooded of Philippines and Indonesian while I'm a Malaysian citizen
- I got asthma but I love cat very much
- I love drawing and photo editing using Adobe Photoshop
- I love Vintage and Jazz music
...and I'm a creative minded...
The Award
The Award
The Last Day of July
and then after this......
going back home and daydreaming all day and doing for-fun-part-time job nearby to collect some penny for myself, missing noorman everyday and being a normal home-girl..
tonight, i'm gonna pack my things which i will give it to my uncle tommorow so on the day i go back home on 4th aug, i dont have to carry so many 3 years luggages...
noorman and me will pack our things tonight together since he'll also leave on the next day after me.. what a great day...
mom and dad is waiting me now at home and i really cant wait to see them... after all, noorman and i gonna miss all the memories we have in this city...
love you all...mmuah!
The Last Day of July
and then after this......
going back home and daydreaming all day and doing for-fun-part-time job nearby to collect some penny for myself, missing noorman everyday and being a normal home-girl..
tonight, i'm gonna pack my things which i will give it to my uncle tommorow so on the day i go back home on 4th aug, i dont have to carry so many 3 years luggages...
noorman and me will pack our things tonight together since he'll also leave on the next day after me.. what a great day...
mom and dad is waiting me now at home and i really cant wait to see them... after all, noorman and i gonna miss all the memories we have in this city...
love you all...mmuah!
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Fake and Perfect
uh-hu, i wont write it down here fully but you know about my previous blog i wrote.. its kind a funny things to think about but i still love my day yesterday...
i cant believe about being betrayed but, i know why... its all because jealousy and hateness in the person's heart over the perfection in me! why i said it was a fake and perfect because; i perfectly made a fake perfect day yesterday... a fake smile and a fake happy day but deep in my heart, i'm about to laugh out loud!!! because the person who try to betray me was sooo stupid! bad planning and..idiot!!hahaha
but i'm still saying i do perfect than her! i am prettier than her and i'm smarter than her... noorman parents advice me to stay calm and patient about all this bad things happened because i am counting my days to leave this place very soon...
a patient person will always win...i love myself, i love my life...
Fake and Perfect
uh-hu, i wont write it down here fully but you know about my previous blog i wrote.. its kind a funny things to think about but i still love my day yesterday...
i cant believe about being betrayed but, i know why... its all because jealousy and hateness in the person's heart over the perfection in me! why i said it was a fake and perfect because; i perfectly made a fake perfect day yesterday... a fake smile and a fake happy day but deep in my heart, i'm about to laugh out loud!!! because the person who try to betray me was sooo stupid! bad planning and..idiot!!hahaha
but i'm still saying i do perfect than her! i am prettier than her and i'm smarter than her... noorman parents advice me to stay calm and patient about all this bad things happened because i am counting my days to leave this place very soon...
a patient person will always win...i love myself, i love my life...
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Here I am
but i still like my childhood. when i was 7 or 12...or maybe when i was on my sweet 16 or 17 years old with my highschool life... i guess that time is much better. because when we were young, we dont have to think too much about how's life going on.. dont have to worry about how much penny you've spent that day because you'll have it tomorrow...
highschool was so great... having cute boys around and admiring (uh-hu), chatting and gigling with friends... oh, how i really miss that day...
before i turn on 18, i was living with mom dad and sisters and brother at our home sweet home. i REALLY miss that moments... we lived there for almost 15 years, i still remember i was 5 years old something when we moved there... what a great days... i learnt everything about life and being a good girl... although it was not in a uptown area, but good enough to see how wide this world be...
but then, on 2006, i continues my study 500km away from home and start a new life away from my family.. then i met noorman, a man who change my life forever, tought be to be brave and to be mature in all matters...
end 2007, my dad was transfered to other estate which mean we have to leave the 15 years old house we lived in happily... its a very touching moments for me and my family leaving the house. it was a great memory our family ever had... and now we live at our new home in an urban area.. a very big changes to my sisters and brother to grow up...
after 3 years strugling in this city, 500km away from home, its time for me to go home... leaving this horrible place and many unforgetable memories together with noorman... noorman will leave this place to and...... we gonna meet soon and start a very new life..
for my 21th birhtday; i would like to thank my mom and dad for giving happiness along my ages, my sisters and brother for filling my life with wonderful moments, my beloved relatives whose always giving me smiles and huges, and my beloved noorman for all the loves and kisses.. how much i really love you all...
no more rain in my life... i'm gonna start a brand new happy life with many more things to do...
Here I am
but i still like my childhood. when i was 7 or 12...or maybe when i was on my sweet 16 or 17 years old with my highschool life... i guess that time is much better. because when we were young, we dont have to think too much about how's life going on.. dont have to worry about how much penny you've spent that day because you'll have it tomorrow...
highschool was so great... having cute boys around and admiring (uh-hu), chatting and gigling with friends... oh, how i really miss that day...
before i turn on 18, i was living with mom dad and sisters and brother at our home sweet home. i REALLY miss that moments... we lived there for almost 15 years, i still remember i was 5 years old something when we moved there... what a great days... i learnt everything about life and being a good girl... although it was not in a uptown area, but good enough to see how wide this world be...
but then, on 2006, i continues my study 500km away from home and start a new life away from my family.. then i met noorman, a man who change my life forever, tought be to be brave and to be mature in all matters...
end 2007, my dad was transfered to other estate which mean we have to leave the 15 years old house we lived in happily... its a very touching moments for me and my family leaving the house. it was a great memory our family ever had... and now we live at our new home in an urban area.. a very big changes to my sisters and brother to grow up...
after 3 years strugling in this city, 500km away from home, its time for me to go home... leaving this horrible place and many unforgetable memories together with noorman... noorman will leave this place to and...... we gonna meet soon and start a very new life..
for my 21th birhtday; i would like to thank my mom and dad for giving happiness along my ages, my sisters and brother for filling my life with wonderful moments, my beloved relatives whose always giving me smiles and huges, and my beloved noorman for all the loves and kisses.. how much i really love you all...
no more rain in my life... i'm gonna start a brand new happy life with many more things to do...